India arie feat. Akon - I am not my hair

[Akon]
See I can kinda recall
Little ways back small tryin' to bawl
Always been black and my hair I tried it all
I even went flat, had a gumdee curly top and all the crap, now
Tryin' to be appreciated
Nappy headed brothers never had no ladies
Then I hit by the barber shop real quick
Had em give me little twist and it drove them crazy
And then I couldn't get no job
No corporate wouldn't hire no dreadlocks
Then I thought about my dogs on the block
Kinda understand why they chose a stealin' rock
Was it the hair that got me this far? (uh-huh)
All these girls these cribs these cars (uh-huh)
Hate to say it but it seem so flawed
Cause success didn't come 'till i cut it all off (uh-huh)

[India Arie]
Little girl with the press and curl
Age eight I got a Jheri curl
Thirteen then I got a relaxer
I was a source of so much laughter
Fifteen when it all broke off
Eighteen and then I went all natural
February two thousand and two I
Went and did what I had to do
Cause it was time to change my life
To become the women that I am inside
Ninety-seven dreadlocks all gone
Looked in the mirror for the first time and saw that
Hey...

[Chorus]
I am not my hair
I am not this skin
I am not your ex-pec-tations no no
I am not my hair
I am not this skin
I am a soul that lives within

[India Arie]
Good hair means curls and waves
Bad hair means you look like a slave
At the turn of the century
It's time for us to redefine who we be
You can shave it off like a South African beauty
Or get in on lock like Bob Marley
You can rock it straight like Oprah Winfrey
If its not what's on your head
It's what's underneath and say
Hey....

[Chorus]

[Akon]
Who cares if you don't like that
With nothin' to lose post it with a wave cap
When the cops tryin' to harass
Cause I got waves
But he's sayin' nothin' like that
Not in my days (noo...)
Now you gotta change all feeling's
Based on one another by their appearance
Yes, India I feel ya girl
Now go on and talk the rest of the world

[India Arie]
(oh, oh, oh)
Does the way I wear my hair make me a better person?
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Does the way I wear my hair make me a better friend? nooo...
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
Does the way I wear my hair determine my integrity?
(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
I am expressing my creativity...

[India Arie]
Breast cancer and chemotherapy
Took away her crown and glory
She promised God if she was to survive
She would enjoy everyday of her life ooh...
On national television
Her diamond eyes are sparkling
Bald headed like a full moon shining
Singing out to the whole wide world like
Hey...

Gah, I wanna cut my hair bald..lol

Mary J blige - What love is

This song is beautifully done..hear it and read the lyrics. Its awesome :)

beautiful, horrible, magical
terrible, reason to laugh and smile
reasons to cry yourself to sleep at night

Start a fight
make up, break up
wrong or right
heaven for all it's worth
can equally be held right here on earth

and no one really knows anything about it

but everybody needs it
we cant live without it

and that's the way it goes

dark as day, bright as night
just some other things you might

here, if you ask what love feels like
and it feels like joy, and it feels like pain
and it feels like sunshine, feels like rain
an exuse for dying, reason to live
and if you dont know, that's what love is
love

gentle kiss, sweet caress
kiss the base, of your neck
argue until my head
hurts I cant remember what you said
I screaming loud
dont know what we're screaming about
so confusing,yes it's true
but if it wasnt there
what would we do

and no one really knows anything about it

but everybody needs it
we cant live without it

and that's the way it goes

dark as day, bright as night
just some other thing you might


here, if you ask what love feels like
and it feels like joy, and it feels like pain
and it feels like sunshine, feels like rain
an exuse for dying, reason to live
and if you dont know, that's what love is
love is


owwwww

That's love

anything that can bring you up or bring you down

That's love

in the sun up in your sky on the darkest clouds

That's love

and we need it

That's love

and we need it

That's love


Asking me body how it feels
and it feels like joy, and it feels like pain
and it feels like sunshine, feels like rain
an exuse for dying, reason to live
and if you dont know, that's what love is
love is

and it feels like joy, and it feels like pain
and it feels like sunshine, feels like rain
an excuse for dying, reason to live
and if you dont know, that's what love is
love is


owwww

that's it

My life 2008

I usually write to myself at every end of a year... I know I'm weird.
I was reminiscing like an old man just now cause I saw my past letters to myself.
I was laughing back when I read how many crushes I had :p
In 2005, I had like 3 or 4 crushes ..and 1 girl looool
2006, 3 crushes..XD XD

I did write for 2007, but I do not know where I put it.. Lost it :(
I cant believe the number of questions I ask myself..I manage to answer some of them..through experience..
I was so poetic in 2005 loooool
Hmm..
I quoted for each year too..
'Wings..Do you see an angel's or a devil's?' -2005
'Love is nothing but lust. Or kiss me and tell me I'm wrong' -2006

I was crazy about finding theories of love..lol xD

Well I wrote for the other years..but I cant find them..
I think most of them I wrote in my diaries..

Come to think of it.. I never wrote in my diary in such a long time..Lazy..lol
Another reason why is because I feel satisfied with my life after a long time.. I dont know why but it seems like I never came out from my cage till now..

I feel free :)

I wanna relive my childhood..
I want a happy ending...
I will chase after my dreams, Nobody gonna stop me now :)

Gonna stop crying and stand up on my own..
Forget the past and look far
I feel so happy all sudden..
Ahah..I feel happy and teary :)

I wanna thank to those people which I seem to trust better now..
You know who you are, I 'belanja-ed' you guys christmas hi-tea/dinner, and some others and
that magical dude.

After longs eons, lol.. I can hug people freely too..

p.s: I am not emo..lol. Just feel so positive about myself suddenly. I'm learning to cope with myself, yesh Im a retard..lol

Ill be writing the letter when Jan 1 come by, you know what I'll just write it here..


My life 2008

I love my life. :)



Peace!

WHAT I GOT FOR CHRISTMAS xD XD

AWESOMENESS!!!

A new beginning is coming..

Well 2008 is gonna be over soon... and so is my teenage years..
SOOOOOONNN I SHALL PREVAILL AS AN ADULTTTT
RAWRRRRR!!

Cant wait :p :p

*WARNING: Random thought*
You know what, till now..I am still short..
=_= Is there such a thing to make me taller? I wonder..
I heard about a mechanism that actually makes you taller by stretching your arm and legs (yeah similar to the great ye-old punishment machine in the dark ages XD XD) o____o
I wanna try that! Sounds awesome and promising lol.
......
...

Alrighty, since the new year is coming..
I shall make a list of what-to-do.. (ex: stop smokin' etc..)

NABZ AWESOMELY AWESOME THINGS TO DO FOR 2009:

1. Gain some abs (stomach muscles)
2. Groom myself better (long hair, facial, crap, crap..lol) (for the sake of momen and mama)
3. Learn how to use photoshop (need to learnnnnn)
4. Be able to do the helicopter move (breakdance)
5. Backpacking trip to at least one country out there ( was thinkin europe but mahal..)
6. Raise my cgpa to 3.5 (gambatte!)
7. Try to draw a full canvas (with paint if possible)
8. Join pole dancing classes *wink wink*
9. Love the 3 M's better (Mummy, mo'men, and money :p :p)
10. Get my driving license O_____o

Yeahhhhhh!!!
Heyh, how bout you guys try this :p
Make a list of what-to-do for 2009.
And 'DO-THEM'..dont just say it :)
Merry xmas and a happy new year ppl!

Hip Hop

I know many people say hip hop is nothing but bling bling and women with big boobies..

YOU'RE SO WRONG!

What you see in the tv is all the so called hip hop with money from their agency and all..
The real hip hop all lies in the history and its still shining bright.
You just gotta look properly and clear you're eyes.

Common, Lupe Fiasco, NERD, Kanye west, and to some who dont believe Young Jeezy, Nas..

I bet most of you say..Who are they???

Well that means you dont know the real hip hop. Dont Judge things from one dimension..

And yeah some of you say, its all words..yeah IT IS all words..words that comes toegther and make rhymes and meaning..It is kinda fast yeah, but I can understand 'em.
Once again, if any of you say that you hate hip hop..think back.are those really hip hop??
They aint!
I feel so uneasy when people say how could you like all those stuff?
iehfpiahefe~~!

Ill show you some hip hop..








Lupe Fiasco
Hes a muslim rapper, African American. Listen to his lyrics, read them, they give meaning, they not all crap..
He did a remix of Muhammad Walk, Kick Push..
Download them if you dont believe me.








Common and Nas
They wrote songs of freedom. Kinda like bob marley in a rap version. Songs like The people, Corners and I have a dream.. Dont know much about Nas thou, cant reach for any his album here..

Even Wii.L.i.am did a song for barrack obama's presidental election. Lil Wayne and T pain is actually awesome, ya know their song get money is actually about helpin the needy, lol

Bet most of you dont even know they do charity most of the time..And yes all those songs where they say they come from 'the ghetto' . ITS ALL TRUE MAN..
They been throught hell..They give at all back, with a heart and honesty. Have you ever heard of a rapper taking drugs and going all crazy in tabloids we see today? Not that much..lol

I know some of you know underground rock music, I listen to underground rap :p
Yeah and another thing rap isnt the same as rnb. They rap, they say quotes, they give hope and dreams and their stories of their past..

Underground rap Im watching is traphik and before was Lupe Fiasco, but now he kinda got into the mainstream and he's doing great.
Traphik is a philipino.. (Pinoy ..bebot bebot) but he stays in the USA.

My all time favourite rappers are Jay Z, and if you guys dont believe..Mike Shinoda from Linkin Park,lol ( I lurve linkin park too :p :p), NERD, Mary J Blige, Keysha Cole, Massari (hes arabian but he raps in english too), Ludachris, LL Cool J, Machi Di di (Chinese), ..alot more but cant remember now..

So yeah, to all you out there..Dont look at things on one dimension, look far and deep and if possible never judge things or people. We all human aite.

Owh owh, and if you guys wanna know the cool old skool hip hop watch the movie brown sugar..its awesome :) and 50 cent (gawd i saw alot of guys asses..it was..scary..)

Malaysia own hip hop stream aint that bad either.. Too Phat is alright but they talk about playing around with girls alot..lol.
What comin up good is Ariz Ramli, Caprice..his songs are awesome and raising up

Big up, to russell simmons :D he helped all those rappers like LL cool J, and bestie boys. Def Jam records, Ambasador of Hip Hop. He did loads..

And theres gonna be Notorious BIG movie, next year..

Hip Hop

How much am I worth? O__O

HumanForSale.com - For Sale

I saw this in mein's blog...I should try to sell myself to get something nice XD

112..? o_o

Is that good..? LOL

Awesome malaysian joke (i found it randomly :B)

Two old friends - a Chinaman and a Malay were having a conversation recently ….

A pek: Lu potong zaka ada bagut ka?
Ali: Manyak bagut. Bila lu potong haa lu punya barang manyak bersih loo…
Apek: ?!! err … saya kawan ada cakap, potong zaka aaahh…. manyak ploblem..
Ali: Apa probrem ?
Apek: Manyak buang lui, lagi aahh .. dia punya performance tatak bagut…
manyak cinang semputloh …
Ali: Cehh… apek, lu apa celita… saya suda lama potong.
tada apa problem… bini saya manyak puas woo…
Apek: Lu mini puas sama itu potong zaka ka?
Ali: Ya laa. Bila lu potong aahh… lagi sedap maen woo..
lu lagi lambat pancut..
Apek: ???!!! err… lu punya 1.3 atau 1.5??
Ali: ??!! woi apek cakap baik2 sikit ha .. saya punya 6 inci laa..
Apek: ??! Tiu nia ma… lu jgn maen2 haa.. mana ada potong zaka 6 inci..
Ali: Cilaka apek ni…nah tengok (opens histrousers)
Apek: Chee sin punya olang…..gua tanya baik2 … lu tunjuk lu punya lanchiau..
Ali: Abis… lu tarak percaya..saya tunjuk la..
Apek: Saya tatak tanya sama lu punya lanchiau…
Saya tanya lu pasal itu nasional car… potong zaka..
Ali: Aiya… apek… lain kali lu sebut betul2 la….kasi susa saja..
Bukan potong zaka la…. protonsaga.. ……

SHE'S A BARBIEEEE

Recent convo with agnes:

Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
evil..
.-*ag*._ says:
WAHAHAHAHAHA
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
aiyo agnes tell sparkly to become on air la
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
the fun-nes and banana-ness of it XD
.-*ag*._ says:
sparkly???
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
yesh
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
:B
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
sparky and sparkly
.-*ag*._ says:
-_________-"
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
or was it sparkles
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
gosh i forgot..
.-*ag*._ says:
lol
.-*ag*._ says:
ppl used to call me sparkly and sparkles
.-*ag*._ says:
wth i sound like barbie
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
muhaHaha
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
ur a barbie.
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
UR A BARBIE
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
i must spread this
.-*ag*._ says:
-__________________-"
.-*ag*._ says:
you must be really bored
.-*ag*._ says:
or high on sugar
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
yesss
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
somethin to write in ma blog now
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
huhahuhahuha
.-*ag*._ says:
GAHHHH!!
.-*ag*._ says:
nooooooooooooooooooooo
Nabbzzz (nabzbananaz.blogspot.com/) says:
*runs away to blog*
.-*ag*._ says:
*hopes that you trip*

YESHHHHH! I have unveil the thruth. She dubb herself as a barbie.

A barbieeeeeeeeeee

_--------------------->>>

(SEE THE SIMILARITIES!!!)

Im bored, you're right agnes and sick at that too ( maybe Im still high on the Uphadyl)

Qs! (Tagged by DD)

Instructions : Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question,make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Late 20s - early 30s

2. If you have the chance, what is the one thing that you most wanted to do?
Go traveling the world with magic

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
Errr... DD, sheila, agnes..? Habis semua mati LOOOL

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most and with whom?
Anywhere I never been to with only a bagpack and some money and a definite with momen
or alisya :p

5. If you could choose one superpower what would that be?
Supercool martial arts skillz

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
Hell no! Some dont believe me when I say money is importanto how do u could even
feed yourself when you have no money O_o

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
People around me and my sanity

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Leave it in the bank and pass a few thousands to charity/ people who really needs it

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
He did already :p

10. List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
DD is a cool guy suprisingly awesome in his own ways. I dont know much about him.
Hes ma boss and I respect him. Made me open with the others in DjClub. And proved by his
blog, hes in love with a certain girl name suraya. :)

11. What am I doing now?
In bed, in front of the laptop.. Its heating up ma bed..loool

12. Do you accept yourself for who you are?
Sometimes.. I tend to hate myself. But Im learning now

13. What is your ambition?
To be the best in what I do :)

14. Name 3 things that you like about your gf/bf/buddy?
Honesty. Kind. Funny & open minded xD

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Family, momen, alisya, friends :D, food..

16. List 3 things about the person who tagged you
Leader, Bootylicious, Funny :p

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
A very short person with short hair LOL

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
Alisya, Momen, A few friends in Melaka..

19. What's your impression about this person who tagged you?
XD XD

20. What's your definition of love?
Define life, trust, and human nature and there you have it

Biodata :p (Tagged by Agnes)

THE SELF

[01] Name: Sharifah Nabila bte. Syed Saifu
[02] Nickname: Nabz, nabbi, 'bila, ryu, short =_=
[03] Married: tak nak!
[04] Zodiac Sign: Leo, rawr!
[05] Gender: wo-Man
[06] Age: 19
[07] High School: SMK SH
[08] University: MMU Cyberjaya/Melaka
[09] Height: 5'2/3
[10] Weight: 50..sometimes 51 or 52 (naik randomly sial!)
[11] Do you like yourself: kinda..
[12] Piercings: ears..but am so lazy to wear earrings so it closed up :p
[13] Right or left: Righty.
[14] Are you a freak: Kinda and proud of it! XD
[15] Hair: Brown-ish with sunlight :p
[16] Skin: Brown suga!
[17] Allergic: Nopez
[18] What are you doing now: Jumping off this 11th floor apartment.
[19] What will you do 1 hour later: Shower? TV? ber-kacau-ing seth
[20] What will you do 10 years later: Money makin time!
THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 4 of us
[23] Eldest: Me, gawd why ppl say I look like the youngest.
[24] Youngest: Seth, crybaby..
[25] Love/hate your family: There are crazyyyyy i lub them :p we call each otha niggaz
THE LOVE
[26] You found your another half: Maybe :p
[27] If yes, who is he/she: He's very the magical
[28] If no, who you want he/she to be: O_O?
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Neva had, this is my first :B
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): Buhahahha, have anybody been wooed by me?? Thats funny..
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): Alot O_o
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: Kinda..
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: I said f* once and he ran away cryin O_o
[34] Ever argue with your other half: But of course :p
[35] You with your other half since: gonna be a year this nov.20
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo: I am a very confused person, lol.
[37] Reasons you love your other half: :p :p :p :p :p
[38] You and your other half in which stage: Stage 2! Fight!
[39] You woo-ed her/him or he/she woo you: He said he liked me and was stalkin me for about a year
[40] Ever think of marry he/she: o ma gawd! the children! LOOOOLz

THE FRIEND

[41] Your first best friend: Sharifah Alisya Lyana Wafa ( see i remembered her name :p)
[42] Your first enemy: Carrot
[43] The friend you love the most: I lub everybody..
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): Veggies! I mean carrot!
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Jessica Alba :p and alisya..cant decide
[46] Your most handsome guy friend: Chris..fuad..young heng jui..banyak susah la nak choose
[47] The kind of girl/woman you hate the most: I dont mind any kind.. just the one that pushes me away for no good reason
[48] The kind of boy/man you hate the most: One minded..down-there minded,evil mothaz, who uses women... I hate men..I mean last time..lol..
[49] You fall in love with your close friend before: Yeah, till now..alisya reject me but shes still there for me :B
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: Current lover! Lol
[51] If your friend backstab you: I baling pisau belakang dia sekali
[52] If your friend betray you: Betray=backstab right?
[53] If your friend woo your lover: Have him! Ill go find anotha if he dont want me :p
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: pfffft! ya rite... lol
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: Already have xD

THE STUDIES

[56] Are you a good student: Ahahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahhahahaha!
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: Are u kiddin me???
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Ms. Leong, ma acc tutor :)
[59] Always late to school/college: Sometimes.. Ok,ok most of the time..
[60] Your class: A whole variety of 'em
[61] You love your seniors: In the DjClub, yesh :B
[62] Senior who you love the most: Uhh...I like 'em equally xD
[63] Your classmates good/bad: Sangat bagus, that motivates me to be better in studies so I can have a name in class..lol
[64] Excellent result classmate: Amanda, Dorita, Keisha, Emma (they are ma closes//explains the top q)
[65] Laziest classmate: Myself of course :P
THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: We all are smart in our own ways
[67] Stupid people: Are the one naive..
[68] Good looking people: *not writing names, make them big headed :p*
[69] Ugly people: corrupted, malicious
[70] Funny people: are awesome!
[71] Cute people: LOOOOOLz I dunno why but the image of mein and seth came to ma head loool
[72] Bad people: Lemons. Make lemonande out of them
[73] Honest people: Hard to find O_o
[74] Acting people: Hiders
[75] You are what kind of people: The people of the people! We are all diff cant really say

THE PREFER

[76] Lip or eyes: Lipsssssss
[77] Hugs or kisses: Hugs :)
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller, but not too tall! O well.. Lol ( Magic is 5'11)
[79] Hesitant or spontaneous: Spontaneous! And I love surprises :)
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: Nice arms to lean on
[81] Listener or talker: More of a talker, and a good listener LOOOL both la
[82] Romantic or rich: Riches sounds good.. but I got him romantic lol
[83] Good wife or Good mother: Both :)

THE FUTURE

[84] Age to get marry: 28 to 35?
[85] Numbers of kid(s): Err..Ill adopt 2 or 3 lol
[86] Career: Yoga teacher, businesswoman, part time semi-permanent tattoo artist, investor
[87] Salary: Alot of greens
[88] Retirement age: I dont mind any age, I think I wouldnt mind be havin a career at 50 lol
[89] Properties value: Billionz!
[90] Wishes: To be taller


Tag! You're it! :

*Bondiva
*Anna
*Mumble
*Jumble

Peaceeee!

Tagged ( FIRST TIMEEE IN MA LIFE !!)

WeEeEeeeeee~!! Tagged by DD


1. Take a recent picture of yourself or take a picture of yourself right now.

2. Don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.

3. Post that pcture with NO editing.

4. Post these instruction with your picture.

5. Tag 5 people to do this.


*It wasnt just a picture..its pictures..ahah xD
I just finished a cup of maggi and its 6.57 pm :B..im still hungry,lol




** Im a true camPlayer I tell ya :p


Tag:

1 Bondiva
2 Syira
3 Agnes
4 Fatin
5 Mumble Jumble rumble xD XD XD

A hairy tale

Future : BALDDDD loool xD XD XD

Ma latest

3/4 months ago

6/7 months

a year ago

2 years ago



And yesh Im quite a camwhore :p :p but most of it comes out when Im alone and bored..

When I was a kid, my hair is very very long..and curly..mum always put oil on it..eek i didnt like it! Till one day my mum brought me to the salon and accidently cut it short like a boy (I was 10 i think). I liked it :D! Everybody else..no..lol. That was the only mishap to me hair when I was a kid till Form 5. Teacher dubbed me 'Tsunami victim' as seen the first pic with the dragon..lol

and then I straightened it for prom. I look like papan..looolz

And then from there I began to realise my wants which is to cut it short short..Come onn its easy maintanence and saves the quantity of shampoo used lol. I first cut it REALLY short when I stayed in Melaka. It was kinda like a dare or was it cuz Im bored..I forgot. I went with it and rumours flew sayin Im lesbian. Yet I didnt care and Im lovin it!

I didnt wanna cut it afta that but I really dislike long hair and I cut it a day before raya LOOOOL

magic dont like it much but ne mind :p

A friend suggest me colour bleach blonde..heHEhehehhe its a definite maybe..for now :p :p

what the heck..we all live once so take all the chances u can get :)

shadowchibisaru

Fishez

xD

lil animalz :B

Exammmm! Exammmm!!

Yesh, I have been busy with exams.. I finished three papers already which are Financial Acoounting, Microeconomics, and Management. I think I did badly for my Management paper as I was doing the 'burning-the-good-old-midnite-oil' thing the night before exam (had only 2 hour nap 4-6am =_=). Such a badddd idea. I will not ever do that again...Not :p
So hoo-humm Im at the library foyer, 7.15pm updating my blog after a long time xD
Me waiting for some miracle to happen..

What if..A humongous dragon came down and rawrs at me cuz it wants me to follow it and fulfill my true destiny. Which is to protect the dragons of the great sky from the evil villanious elves.
Yeah..that would be awesome..and and Ill be equipped with awesome clothes and be given powers from the elder dragons. And Ill get a cool partner which is a chinese-oriented dragon which I could mount on. With great communication power which came when I was given the powers from the elder dragons, I will rawr at my partner and she rawrs back, yarp its a she.

We will start our journey with one goal in mind..To destroy eee-valll! Ill mount my partner which I call ryu (means dragon in japanese) and rode off to a great start. Halfway, we were stopped by the great Legends of bootays (elves allies) which are DD and sparkeyy (buahhahahhaha and to those know them yarp :p). We fought a great deal and their powers was matched with mine. I swoosh some mellee on them yet they could guard with their bootylicious body part of theirs. I was stunned O_o. Ryu came up with an idea of burning-roast them but she needs my help by giving away some of my powers to her. And so I did and the duo was turned crispy like kenny roger's chicken but all black..lol. I fell and fainted as part of my powers was sucked away by Ryu. Sadly..this is usually the end of my great daydreaming as I will be awoken rudely by reality. I am not having any powers and I am an ordinary child with a laptop in front of me which Im typing at such a speed! (very slow!) . Alas, my dream was just a dream.

But..my dream will always be here and its my runaway when Im faced with a great deal of situation..which is being bored and alone and have nothing to do..

Im bored..

I want chocolate..
and banana..

OOOOooOo! Chocolate banana! :p

Peace!

Dem jeans!

Heyya!
Lookie! Sameer took picture of his jeans after I drew a dragon on it like eonss agoo which is last year..lol. The colour is lil faded, I guess because I used a marken pen to draw it. But it still looks awesome. Ahah, I have this thing where when I finish my drawings I tend to stare at them in disbelief. Im lucky to have this talent I can tell you that..

And looking at these. Its beautiful. And the sad thing about it is..that I cant draw the same thing twice ahah. Some people think it looked the same, my 'dragons' I mean but when you compare them at a close scale they arent, lol..

Aitey, enjoy! Let me know what you think about it! I lab comments :B

Birthday birthdayy

Hello pips!

Yesterday was ma broz birthday, Seth Eu. He turned 2 :B
It was at kidz sport, bangsar village. It was an awesome place for kids and me, lol
I miss being in the jumboree, all the twisty lil slides and colourful balls.. Ahh sweet memories..
It was like a plastic jungle for me when I was a small child..
I had my time in there for about 5 minutes with Seth, ahah xD
Magic came awhile later and we took our time together cuz we're fasting and the kids arent..damnit the pasta was good lookin..
I didnt know we cant hold hands and give lil pecks on the cheeks on fasting month..magic told me o_o
and yet we still held on and he says..' we suck at fasting' ahah true..so what...I really miss him.
I dont get to see him as often as usual.

Now i shall ramble about magic..cuz i want to muhahhhahahaa from here you can stop reading if u want :B

I think magic has the most beautiful pair of eyes..Im serious, usually Im afraid lookin' at them. Because it kept looking at me, I never had that much attention before. The eyessss piercesss youuuu, lol..

And most people comment on him looking like snoop doog and once I got a person saying he looks like crazy bonez..O_o it was kinda true.. I saw the pic, I can see the similarities xD

I never thought I would be lucky enought to even met him. He's so kind and beautiful inside and out. Not many people see that. Some my friends tried to make see him in a different way, they did succeed a lil but I see better now. You wont imagine how doubtful I was. Yes, hes not all good and yes he tends to get a lil' prickly and jealous ness ness but yeah hes human. Thats what sets him apart from being an angel and a human. I adore him, yes I do..and he's a crazy nut muhaha xB i lab him

I never knew I would be where I am now,
I am thankful for everything that had happened..

I had a wish of having someone to show me the right path.. I had some trouble with god..
I remember one time when me and my friend, Tasha would write some things on each small paper like.. I love food, I love 'insert name here,lol', I love my mum etc etc and put them in a hat and ask acquaintances of ours or friends to pick one just for fun on valentines day. I took one, and I got I love god.. ahah..I hid it from others and went on depresso mode for quite a while. I had some troubles with Him. At that time, I didnt truly believe in Him. I had dreams of going to hell..commiting suicides. Since I was 11 years old, each birthday I would truly ask for someone to show me the right path ..ahah.. I was so lost..

And a year ago, I met him. We met in a weird way,lol. I never noticed him at first. He told me the first time we met was through Shakira ( a big hearted dudey,lol) . I said a casual hi and went on with my life. After meeting me and saying hi, from his side k.. he said..'I want that girl!' lool. Im serious, me not lying. From that day, everytime we met is when we were playing CS in the cybercafe. Hes always teasing me by targeting me all the time.. It was sooo annoying afhuehfeaf lol. He told me he did that because he wanted my attention or somethin.. I always thought he dislike or hate me cuz everytime i see him last time, he would be so quiet O-o he doesnt talk. He told me because he was shy towards me, loool. I never talked to him. The first time I actually took account on talking to him was when my friends from KL came to my campus in Melaka. We had stayed at his house with others. The topic was music. Ahah, he was like the 'dj' for that night and I was his assistant :p
We played cards without hands..remember alisya?? LOL

They left and there was a gap we never seen each other till there was an occasion where me,Syaz and Adrian bought drinks and went to his house. We had drinks and all. I think I was telling him about my sad life and he kinda confessed. It felt so weird.. He even asked whether I would be his girlfriend.. I said yesh. I told myself I got nothing to lose and went for it. I had no feelings and was in the I-dont-believe-in-this-shitty-love-stuff, yet I went for it to see how it felt. Dayimm, I was wrong. My life went upside dowside leftside rightside because of that. Lol. I didnt know he would be that dude where I asked all my years. The dude that would save me. The dude that changed me. The dude named, Magic. Seeee even his name is magical. Hes magic! Lol!
On the first day of being with him, so many spreads rumours about me being with a 'foreigner'. A typical local going for money. Golddigger. Yesh my plan was to be a playa, but not about the money dayim.. I had my greens why the hell I need others =_= My mind was set on playing him..Yet after a break up, I thought to myself I was crazy to do that and came back to realising hes the one. I love him, 3yoney,umri,hayati... What comes after this will be another post and I hope it will be something positive to write in my blog..ahah. Aites, byez pipz!

Shukran for reading :B

TATTOoES

As some knows that I have this weird obsession with dragons and i randomly draw on people. I mean literally on people's skin lol. I wish I had a tattoo pen which is sweat-proof and could last my drawings for at least a day one someone..It would be so awesomeeee! Pleaseeeeee if anybody know where I can find please let me know xD god bless your sould! Heres some drawings I did recently and a few from the past..most of them are drawn with ball-point pen, others..marker pen, henna, ink pen..I want that tattoo pen euafhueahfuhaeufh

A new world, anew beggining indeed..

Hello world!

First off..I 'had' a blog in blogspot, lol
But I didnt update it since I got into my university. I'm sure the one readings here are mostly people I know of and been forced to check out my blog :D
I had a struggle putting up this blog because I wanted a nice looking layout and for being the-not-so-great-with-comps-proof-by-failing-comp.app that I am, I succedeed after a long haul of hours in front of the laptop. I'm so proud of myself *sniff*

The reason I put up this blog in the first place is because I wanted to write again and learn me self some computer stuff xD...and of course the overuse phrase of 'I was bored' ahah.
So yes, hopefully this blog could help fill my boredomness and let out any emotional feelings that might bother me (a way of destressing ma' self, kinda like yoga..ya man)
Hu-ha! You might find the occasional bad grammar or whatsover..please do ignore..I might be rushing or something..ahah

Theres my first post.. hehe bananaz!