Birthday birthdayy

Hello pips!

Yesterday was ma broz birthday, Seth Eu. He turned 2 :B
It was at kidz sport, bangsar village. It was an awesome place for kids and me, lol
I miss being in the jumboree, all the twisty lil slides and colourful balls.. Ahh sweet memories..
It was like a plastic jungle for me when I was a small child..
I had my time in there for about 5 minutes with Seth, ahah xD
Magic came awhile later and we took our time together cuz we're fasting and the kids arent..damnit the pasta was good lookin..
I didnt know we cant hold hands and give lil pecks on the cheeks on fasting month..magic told me o_o
and yet we still held on and he says..' we suck at fasting' ahah true..so what...I really miss him.
I dont get to see him as often as usual.

Now i shall ramble about magic..cuz i want to muhahhhahahaa from here you can stop reading if u want :B

I think magic has the most beautiful pair of eyes..Im serious, usually Im afraid lookin' at them. Because it kept looking at me, I never had that much attention before. The eyessss piercesss youuuu, lol..

And most people comment on him looking like snoop doog and once I got a person saying he looks like crazy bonez..O_o it was kinda true.. I saw the pic, I can see the similarities xD

I never thought I would be lucky enought to even met him. He's so kind and beautiful inside and out. Not many people see that. Some my friends tried to make see him in a different way, they did succeed a lil but I see better now. You wont imagine how doubtful I was. Yes, hes not all good and yes he tends to get a lil' prickly and jealous ness ness but yeah hes human. Thats what sets him apart from being an angel and a human. I adore him, yes I do..and he's a crazy nut muhaha xB i lab him

I never knew I would be where I am now,
I am thankful for everything that had happened..

I had a wish of having someone to show me the right path.. I had some trouble with god..
I remember one time when me and my friend, Tasha would write some things on each small paper like.. I love food, I love 'insert name here,lol', I love my mum etc etc and put them in a hat and ask acquaintances of ours or friends to pick one just for fun on valentines day. I took one, and I got I love god.. ahah..I hid it from others and went on depresso mode for quite a while. I had some troubles with Him. At that time, I didnt truly believe in Him. I had dreams of going to hell..commiting suicides. Since I was 11 years old, each birthday I would truly ask for someone to show me the right path ..ahah.. I was so lost..

And a year ago, I met him. We met in a weird way,lol. I never noticed him at first. He told me the first time we met was through Shakira ( a big hearted dudey,lol) . I said a casual hi and went on with my life. After meeting me and saying hi, from his side k.. he said..'I want that girl!' lool. Im serious, me not lying. From that day, everytime we met is when we were playing CS in the cybercafe. Hes always teasing me by targeting me all the time.. It was sooo annoying afhuehfeaf lol. He told me he did that because he wanted my attention or somethin.. I always thought he dislike or hate me cuz everytime i see him last time, he would be so quiet O-o he doesnt talk. He told me because he was shy towards me, loool. I never talked to him. The first time I actually took account on talking to him was when my friends from KL came to my campus in Melaka. We had stayed at his house with others. The topic was music. Ahah, he was like the 'dj' for that night and I was his assistant :p
We played cards without hands..remember alisya?? LOL

They left and there was a gap we never seen each other till there was an occasion where me,Syaz and Adrian bought drinks and went to his house. We had drinks and all. I think I was telling him about my sad life and he kinda confessed. It felt so weird.. He even asked whether I would be his girlfriend.. I said yesh. I told myself I got nothing to lose and went for it. I had no feelings and was in the I-dont-believe-in-this-shitty-love-stuff, yet I went for it to see how it felt. Dayimm, I was wrong. My life went upside dowside leftside rightside because of that. Lol. I didnt know he would be that dude where I asked all my years. The dude that would save me. The dude that changed me. The dude named, Magic. Seeee even his name is magical. Hes magic! Lol!
On the first day of being with him, so many spreads rumours about me being with a 'foreigner'. A typical local going for money. Golddigger. Yesh my plan was to be a playa, but not about the money dayim.. I had my greens why the hell I need others =_= My mind was set on playing him..Yet after a break up, I thought to myself I was crazy to do that and came back to realising hes the one. I love him, 3yoney,umri,hayati... What comes after this will be another post and I hope it will be something positive to write in my blog..ahah. Aites, byez pipz!

Shukran for reading :B