Dang that long O_o

3 months and a week i havent updated this blog... O_O

ITS TIME XD!

p.s: my older posts has a lot of spam comments..dang :/

The book of love

The book of love is long and boring
No one can lift the damn thing
It's full of charts and facts and figures and instructions for dancing
But I
I love it when you read to me
And you
You can read me anything
The book of love has music in it
In fact that's where music comes from
Some of it is just transcendental
Some of it is just really dumb
But I
I love it when you sing to me
And you
You can sing me anything
The book of love is long and boring
And written very long ago
It's full of flowers and heart-shaped boxes
And things we're all too young to know
But I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
And I
I love it when you give me things
And you
You ought to give me wedding rings
You ought to give me wedding rings

Fucked up

You would wanna think of me as a pig,
The truth is you adore me in such a way things could go wrong,
Avoid existing returns,
Rate the world as you see it,
Not many would know you,
But one for sure, you know yourself,
And others help you mould you.

Falling into gracw,
I say no to you,
But my heart says otherwise

Make you fly - Zion I feat. The grouch

Powerful lyrics, from men to women.

[Chorus]
I am the virgin, I'm the whore
So you will push up, or adore me
I am the goddess, I'm the sky
I give you room to make you fly
So why, why
Don't you recognize me anymore?

[Zion]
An open letter to you sister
Mother, wife, and girlfriend
Hope to make it better before we reach the world's end
Spin, through centuries of hypocrisy when
Patriarchy subjugated your biology, ya
Divine feminine was always kept hidden
You know I love my mama, called you freak 'cause I was trippin
Take you for granted, man, I've often been the culprit
But I'm crypted when I stand like a preacher in this pulpit
Sex symbols like all imitation
A trophy, not a wife but you're the queen of creation
More than a beauty but it's harder to see
We told to never cry, hoes down, up G's, but
You gave birth to me, sacred like the Earth to me
Blessed, never cursin' me, your love is what these verses be
Adam and Eve in the Garden, believe
Better learn to work together or there'll be no seeds
I'm runnin' home to you, nothin' else I'd rather do
Apologize for all the madness that I put you through
It's true:
I'm just a flawed human being
Tryin' to get it right; be my God 'cause I'm needin' YOU.

[Chorus]

[Grouch]
To be the bearer of life
What's the like? Still spit on
Mama raised me right
That's the track I'm 'bout to get on
Had to pay y'all back
Women: you're the ones who are real strong
And I don't feel good how we treat you on a hill wrong
Feel lungs breathe (breathe )
She's the equal I need
Mother Earth made her, as soft as the breeze
And if I take advantage, what's that make me?
Someone I couldn't stand if seen on TV
So I
Flip the channel, damsels in distress now
Get a handle on myself and my sex-style
I turn reptile
All the men around me gave me the wrong pep-talk
Man, I shoulda crept off
My sister wept, my wife fell, my grandma died
And my daughter's got three months to arrive
That's some vibe
And player, if I'm the king of my tribe
Who's my goddess, queen? On the side I see why (why )
She's the sky to my dirt road
Not the target of my aggression, stresses, and sperm loads
If burnt toast and eggs is all you need her for...
I hope she feeds your fall (fall )

Major and minor

The world is falling around me,
The dew cried,
I made peace with the darkness,
Evil does not descend easily,
nor does the innocent,
what we can make do of it is the walk we would take on the swirly road.

Gaining life existence by experience.Tamed.
Gain the songbirds melody by playing the piano,
Hate not the rhythm, loathe the player instead.

A new track on life

Life has been... haha hectic.

No matter what, the road is still long and blurry at the end.
I may not know how it will end but I'm molding myself into something which i have never foreseen and all I can hope is for the better.

I had to..sacrifice..
I had to..be patient..
I had to do many..

May not be the best out there now, but I know it means alot of what I decided upon.

"I'm not born to follow"

I'm making my own decisions, I hope I wont fall..


Peace

Sawadikap!

Im sipping on some hot chocolate and typing this is on Microsoft words cause there’s no wi-fi here in the coffee house, turtle village.

Guess where I am? Hehe, I’m at phuket xD I feel so classy right now, having a drink in some luxurious coffee house with a laptop. Im still in shock that I am actually outside Malaysia right now, I thought I would be stuck for another year or two. But its happening, and it feelssss…weird. Haha. Im here with la familia. And ya know what, the reason we’re able to come here is because J.W Marriot hotel gave the offer of 5 days 4 nights free stay to my mother’s friend and she passed it along to us. Bless your soul friend of my mother’s XD

First off, I’m having holiday for 5 days here but the day after or so I’ll be having exams :/ and currently I have to reside to doing my assignments at night in the hotel.

Its alright, I feel..good doing assignments here better than anywhere else. I can actually finish my Accounting Information System II assignment (a part of it) In an hour. I was surprised and wasn’t motioned to facebook for every minute whilst doing it. How weird..lol.

Phuket is alright, has an atmosphere similar to Malacca and Penang. :D They say Bangkok is like Kuala Lumpur, would try to go there if I can (once I get my moolah).

Once I finish off another assignment (business law or da other part of AIS assignment or knw. Economy) I might go check out Phutong, heart of phuket. Most travelers go there, and its like 2 hours drive from here :/ J.W Marriot is located right next to the airport and basically near the entrance of Phuket. How convenient , lol.

It’s the second day here..So I’ll take my time and finish up the assignments by tonight hopefully, reason is Im given 24 hours free internet services. So gotta make full use of it and study my managerial accounting :/ Heyh, Im still having fun alright not just studies..lol.

Will write more later. I need to finish my egg benedict :p .

Cheers peeps!