Frustation

Do not look at them!
Do not listen to them!
Think back of your good memories..
Laugh away the fear or complications
It may seem wrong from a third person's view but we do what we do,
Fuck them thoughts
Accept it and move on
Take it as a lesson
A lesson that does not bore but entertains others
Laughing at you, fixing their view of you
Laugh at them instead
Hide behind that mask
Protect your heart

Life so far 2009

I learn alot and I can safely say I have grown out of my childlike self..But of course the child is in here all the time. My mindset has changed and I remember reminding myself through paper yearly, well technology takes over..

I think I wrote a post earlier on about last year, if Im not mistaken..lazy to see..

Im amazed with myself..not being a total selfish dumbass o anythin

Just amazed with the progress and lessons people learn in one life, I learn from others, I dont learn from books.. Even studies, basic studies in uni I learn through word of mouth not text.
I dont know whether this applies to others, but it does to me.

Im learning to improve myself in every possible way, Im learning through the smallest things like presentation in class, to djclub to big things like magic :) I love learning! its awesome!
And owh owh! Im reading now..Finished 3 books, currently reading the last series for lian hearn, the choronical of the otory clan..awesome book, thanks alisya!

Gawd..why am I rambling when I have tons to read for exam tommorow..lol
=_= o well..

I cant wait to ride that plane and see new places..its getting closer I can feel it :)

Rawr! Life goals being fulfilled lil by lil, gonna savour in them.. *stomach grumbles*

K time for my favourite part of my daily activities, fooddd :B

Peace ya'all!

Message

Life never seems to be what you want it to be,
Said not to distance and eyes,
I have forsaken what most others would think is worthless,
Felt not the feelings,
I am lying,
If only comes to minds at all times,
I want this and I want that,
My heart no..my soul..grief in sadness,
life never seems to be what you wan it to be

Fear not for I have forsaken them,
And nothing can be done even with words i have said,
I cant change reality,
yet I alter the fantasy too many times,
Fall down my dear,
Fall down..
Its time to walk on the pavement,
Tear not my dear,
For theres many in life..

Two new obsessions

I been goin all nutz cuz exam is near!gah! first one tommorow! lol
The closer exam is, the more lazy i get..

So yeah been infront of the laptop for a long time :/
And cuz of that im bound to go search for somethiin irrelevent from studies XD
I went and go randomly searching for songs in youtube. And the newest craze are these two AWESOMEEE artists!

LENNY KRAVITZ & CAMILLE X3

Ahhh! Shitez! I never really notice them earlier :)


Lenny is freakin awesomeeee, his albums all of em' manage to make great hitz. (Long for the days lyrics arent just 2 sentences repeated)
My fav so far from him are I belong to you, dancing till' dawn, again and the first ever song i got exposed to him since i was a kid, fly away!

Gah... I been having thoughts is there anyone able to make that cool guitar beats like the 70's.. I FORGOTTEN ALL ABT LENNY KRAVITZ!

That dude is freakin awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
I dont really like the rock genre but he is one of the exceptions, his music is amazing and lyrical.
Especially, im thinking about you.. It's a song dedicated to his mother.. You guys should go have a listen :B

And it doesnt hurt that he is freakin hawt XD (minus the piercings on the chest of course lol)

Most of his songs seems sensual and oh-so good and its trueee XD i lab it! my playlist on itunes is on repeat of this guy..he is amazingness ness




And this other cool artist, camille! She is the powaaaaaaaaa!
I knew her thru the song 'the creeps' *nudge*likwei*nudge*, and well she was the original artist for that song..
Shes french but she sings english too...
O M G! HER HUMOUR IS AMAZINGGG!

The song that i listened to firsthand other than the creeps.. is the money note!

I LOVE HER!
I LOVE HER!
I LOVE HER!

dont take my words on it go check it out yourself o_o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNO-8B05YLg - MONEY NOTE!


She is freakin amazing! Eventhou she seems all games, but her voice is seriously amazinggggg!

Check out one of her acoustic live performance, she makes the beats by herself and on the spot..
This woman, i have to bow to..lol




p.s : I AM VERY HAPPY AND CONTENT THESE DAYS hehehehehhehe :B

p.S.S : i dont mind goin to lenny's concert and cuz im able to sing along to all his songs XD HE IS THE COOLESTTT

Mi hermano

Name : Seth Eu Kee Yam

Age : 3 (by Sept 11)

Hobby: Taking pictures with ma phone..seriously..everytime I come back he goes straight! To ma phone -_-… 1/3 of ma albums are his pictures..taken by him.. if I saved them that is ..lol

Favourite Song : Linkin Park- faint, bob the builder theme song

Favourite Food : everything including vegetables :/

Favourite character: Thomas the train

Girlfriend : Madison ( I think he got another now :/)

Ethic : ¾ Chinese ¼ arab LOOL XD

Weight : Big enough -_-

Height : Tall enough lol

Some random kid..he was cute so yeah lool. Yes it's a HE
O-o...Bonito! XD





Ah..I know.. Quite random.. Felt some brotherly love for him just now..was playin with
him.. Forget bout Zahier and Zahriel! pffft they too old.. malas nak layan lol






Peace!

Charcoal Charcoaaaalll

Some of the drawings I made...

Been Wanting to draw with charcoal for a long time and I finally did at some point of ma life lol
Eventhough it's not much cuz I didnt scan the others and I gave away some to Magic..


a drawing I made for roxxy :)


One of the elemental dragons I drew in a set for Magic..





As you can see..This wasnt drawn by me..It was a past drawing by someone dear to me last time, as gratitude I post it...
This is basically a drawing of me..lol.. He's an amazing drawer.. Always messing his hands with charcoal. Thanks for the drawing...


Feeling all emooooooooo
I shouldnt be..Big thing happening tommorow and I should be packing to kl now..
Hmm hamana hamana

WARNING: Long random rant

Hmmm...

I finally found out what kind of guys I go for o_o.. and I never knew it would be these traits..

Quiet, mysterious, out of the ordinary, different, intelligent, smarty-pants..

Gosh..

It's freaky..but they are so rawr! lol

I seem to like it when a guy is very intellegent in most things, be it animals, horoscopes, astronomy, life, history..it's so interesting..
I love it when a guy talks about something I dont know and Im able to ask questions that he is able to answer... I get so turned on! XD XD *mind my french lol*
Is that considered a fetish? I got no clue..looool

And owh! When I see a quiet guy in a corner when Im knocked up in a group of friends..I would try all my best to talk to him O__________o (realised that since first sem of degree)
When one of the dude have a big interest in philosophy..oooo! that's a plus plus! rawrrrr :B

When I was in high school, I had crushes on the clown in the class, rebels, and loudmouths..
I thought I would wind up with some guy who is like me? Guess not..
Why am I attracted to the weird ones now..?

Hmm..maybe that explains why I'm with Mo'men XD XD XD .. he is such a nerdy gangsta lol

And heyh! Those traits may seem like nerds, but I dont like those nerdy nerds..I like people who are well different..Nerds are just nerds..lol

And just recently..I watched Ong Bak 2!
I lubbed the main character!
I blubbered out that I wanted to marry him to my dad! loooool
I guess my girly insticts switched on O_o




He is freakin awesome... His skillsssssssss iz madzzzz

And yeah, guys with amazing skills of whatsover is another @_@


And I recently did a quiz on facebook on which horoscope matches with you?
The result was Aquarius O____O

You are most compatible with AQUARIUS! I'm sure most of your friends are Aquarians! Together you're going to rock! They are nearly always intelligent, concise, clear and logical. Aquarius are often felt to be unfathomable when in reality they live almost entirely on the surface .Aquarians will not reveal their innermost feelings no matter how hard others may try to persuade them, simply because they are unable to do so. People of this sign have a reputation for being enigmatic, difficult to understand, and different from everyone else, and cleverly play on this to gain power and attention.They are extremely friendly yet detached at a personal level, sociable in large gatherings, but unsociable at smaller meetings and parties which require greater intimacy. They are helpful and compassionate when involved with charities or group activities.

O_______o'
I expected gemini o somethin', cuz most of my close friends are geminis..
Ah..what the heck..its just a quiz :/

I am tres weird..

Please dont bother..Sincerely,
Nabz XD