IM IN LOVE

La la la~

Cheers to all :D

Unpredictable and doubtful..
Life is,
I am,
And so are you behind that mask,

I wonder at the thoughts of living life, love and many others,
I do not want to wonder or wish for a day, would love to see how a different a day in my mind.
Is it possible to not wonder about your love each day,
Why is it hard for me if it's not for you.

Is it fading..?
Ahah, there I go with 'love'
I wonder if it is true, I wonder too much about it..
I guess I am lover, not a fighter,
Yet I fight with it,
Causing havoc in my mind every single time,
Clashing thoughts and wonders

oh how you trouble me..

Leave me be for once, I beg you..

I beg for wings,
I beg for memories..
No more, I live the way it is at this moment,
*sigh*
It has always been a say..

Frustation

Do not look at them!
Do not listen to them!
Think back of your good memories..
Laugh away the fear or complications
It may seem wrong from a third person's view but we do what we do,
Fuck them thoughts
Accept it and move on
Take it as a lesson
A lesson that does not bore but entertains others
Laughing at you, fixing their view of you
Laugh at them instead
Hide behind that mask
Protect your heart

Life so far 2009

I learn alot and I can safely say I have grown out of my childlike self..But of course the child is in here all the time. My mindset has changed and I remember reminding myself through paper yearly, well technology takes over..

I think I wrote a post earlier on about last year, if Im not mistaken..lazy to see..

Im amazed with myself..not being a total selfish dumbass o anythin

Just amazed with the progress and lessons people learn in one life, I learn from others, I dont learn from books.. Even studies, basic studies in uni I learn through word of mouth not text.
I dont know whether this applies to others, but it does to me.

Im learning to improve myself in every possible way, Im learning through the smallest things like presentation in class, to djclub to big things like magic :) I love learning! its awesome!
And owh owh! Im reading now..Finished 3 books, currently reading the last series for lian hearn, the choronical of the otory clan..awesome book, thanks alisya!

Gawd..why am I rambling when I have tons to read for exam tommorow..lol
=_= o well..

I cant wait to ride that plane and see new places..its getting closer I can feel it :)

Rawr! Life goals being fulfilled lil by lil, gonna savour in them.. *stomach grumbles*

K time for my favourite part of my daily activities, fooddd :B

Peace ya'all!

Message

Life never seems to be what you want it to be,
Said not to distance and eyes,
I have forsaken what most others would think is worthless,
Felt not the feelings,
I am lying,
If only comes to minds at all times,
I want this and I want that,
My heart no..my soul..grief in sadness,
life never seems to be what you wan it to be

Fear not for I have forsaken them,
And nothing can be done even with words i have said,
I cant change reality,
yet I alter the fantasy too many times,
Fall down my dear,
Fall down..
Its time to walk on the pavement,
Tear not my dear,
For theres many in life..

Two new obsessions

I been goin all nutz cuz exam is near!gah! first one tommorow! lol
The closer exam is, the more lazy i get..

So yeah been infront of the laptop for a long time :/
And cuz of that im bound to go search for somethiin irrelevent from studies XD
I went and go randomly searching for songs in youtube. And the newest craze are these two AWESOMEEE artists!

LENNY KRAVITZ & CAMILLE X3

Ahhh! Shitez! I never really notice them earlier :)


Lenny is freakin awesomeeee, his albums all of em' manage to make great hitz. (Long for the days lyrics arent just 2 sentences repeated)
My fav so far from him are I belong to you, dancing till' dawn, again and the first ever song i got exposed to him since i was a kid, fly away!

Gah... I been having thoughts is there anyone able to make that cool guitar beats like the 70's.. I FORGOTTEN ALL ABT LENNY KRAVITZ!

That dude is freakin awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
I dont really like the rock genre but he is one of the exceptions, his music is amazing and lyrical.
Especially, im thinking about you.. It's a song dedicated to his mother.. You guys should go have a listen :B

And it doesnt hurt that he is freakin hawt XD (minus the piercings on the chest of course lol)

Most of his songs seems sensual and oh-so good and its trueee XD i lab it! my playlist on itunes is on repeat of this guy..he is amazingness ness




And this other cool artist, camille! She is the powaaaaaaaaa!
I knew her thru the song 'the creeps' *nudge*likwei*nudge*, and well she was the original artist for that song..
Shes french but she sings english too...
O M G! HER HUMOUR IS AMAZINGGG!

The song that i listened to firsthand other than the creeps.. is the money note!

I LOVE HER!
I LOVE HER!
I LOVE HER!

dont take my words on it go check it out yourself o_o

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XNO-8B05YLg - MONEY NOTE!


She is freakin amazing! Eventhou she seems all games, but her voice is seriously amazinggggg!

Check out one of her acoustic live performance, she makes the beats by herself and on the spot..
This woman, i have to bow to..lol




p.s : I AM VERY HAPPY AND CONTENT THESE DAYS hehehehehhehe :B

p.S.S : i dont mind goin to lenny's concert and cuz im able to sing along to all his songs XD HE IS THE COOLESTTT

Mi hermano

Name : Seth Eu Kee Yam

Age : 3 (by Sept 11)

Hobby: Taking pictures with ma phone..seriously..everytime I come back he goes straight! To ma phone -_-… 1/3 of ma albums are his pictures..taken by him.. if I saved them that is ..lol

Favourite Song : Linkin Park- faint, bob the builder theme song

Favourite Food : everything including vegetables :/

Favourite character: Thomas the train

Girlfriend : Madison ( I think he got another now :/)

Ethic : ¾ Chinese ¼ arab LOOL XD

Weight : Big enough -_-

Height : Tall enough lol

Some random kid..he was cute so yeah lool. Yes it's a HE
O-o...Bonito! XD





Ah..I know.. Quite random.. Felt some brotherly love for him just now..was playin with
him.. Forget bout Zahier and Zahriel! pffft they too old.. malas nak layan lol






Peace!